Still excited from the rush of starting this blog and having the support of my friends to spread the word. Eighteen page views already! From just this morning! I don't know if that counts when I preview it but either way...they couldn't have all been me so, I'm honored and consider myself blessed for it.
I decided to do a little back story, well sort of. "Back" is kind of a weird implication considering my sense of time goes in spirals lol I guess I really just wanted to talk a bit about what my life is/has been like.
Now...how to start...I don't wanna make this drawn out and boring hmm...Well, I suppose I can get the cliche out of the way first and see where it goes from there:
When I was young I couldn't help but notice that I was different from the many people around me... whew! yeah, all that good stuff. I was an old soul,a beautiful soul full of love and creativity and peoples disharmonious ways didn't make sense to me and I didn't make sense to people, was outcasted, nerdy, had very few friends, was picked on, when from innocence to dark sarcasm had my goth, emo stage yada yada yada aaaand BOOM there you have it, the general synopsis of the angst of adolescence here on planet earth.
Now, heres where things get interesting.
I finally meet my long lost love. Oh yes, I am this kind of novel. The guy that I had always dreamed would come and save my heart from the darkness and lead me home to that magical self that I had held on to the belief of existing even in the murkiness of deepest despair. He shows up at my doorstep randomly with another friend of mine. We had dated briefly and I mean VERY briefly a couple times during my awkward stage of adolescence. We seemed to keep bumping into each other but never stuck, until this day. After my other friend leaves my mysterious lover decides to stay and we sit on my front porch in the midst of August sun and...quite unexpectedly...he starts to regale me of tales from a secret supernatural society that he was apparently a part of. He tales these amazing stories of magic and battle and quirky stories about him and his team mates.
Needless to say I was absolutely enthralled by all of this. Not only by his stories which...I couldn't be sure if I should believe them or not but, by the sheer guts I imagined it took to open up to someone you hardly know about such things. I mean, in this world we live in, who the hell would believe someone talking about magical secret societies? Whether he was just trying to impress me or being truly sincere, which he did seem to be, I admired his courage in opening up to me about it. And furthurly, either it was all real, or he had some AMAZING imagination and attention to detail.
In the midst of this occult coming of age novel I managed to sneak him into my parents house, lure him into a game of chess (which I knew that I couldn't play and was simply a ploy to observe him and then pounce on him when I inevitably lost), watch The Covenant (Yeah, I know right?) on cable TV and end up making out in a passion that took us both by surprise. I mean it was INTENSE! I'm talking full movie moment here:
The mysterious love and the young maiden turn thier heads and by fated chance meet at the lips. At slightest touch it was already to late for them to turn away from each other. The sensual dance they had tip toed around all day was now at its boiling point. Lips devoured and toungues thrashed, arms encompassed and bodies intertwined as they fell into each other and consumed each other with no remorse. Only once did a question break thier passion. the mysterious stranger pulls away from the young maiden, looking into her eyes with intense yearning and yet, a curious apprehension.
"What...is this?"
The maiden, completely taken aback by this perfect moment, pushes aside all awkwardness and doubt to respond with novel elegance.
"I...don't know.Passion, I suppose."
The mysterious lover, his eyes searching for answers. The depth of his eyes only confirming and strengthening the intensity of the young maidens fall into love with this perfect man in his perfect moment.
"Is this, okay?"
The young maiden places her hand to his cheek, her gaze just as deep and sincere in response.
"Does it really matter? You and I are here, now, in this passion. I think...that's what matters."
The mysterious lover, eyes darting over the young maidens features agrees and they fall again into their blissful embrace.
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Yes...this really happened this way. And from that day my mysterious lover and I have been inseparable and my life has never been the same. That was about...hmmm...between 5 to 7 years ago linear time I think...Since then I have found myself on a journey filled with every type of weirdness. battling my inner demons, facing the trials of my relationship, becoming a mother, finding myself within conspiracy, spiritual awakening, magic just...every type of unbelievable. For the sake of organization (and perhaps suspense?) I'll let this be the first chapter to the disclosure of my weird existence.
STAY TUNED for Chapter 2! Silent whispers <3
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