What is this?

What are you saying?
Calling me...
Pulling me away from time
A vast space within
Stretching through my pores

I keep trying to describe
keep trying to see
I try summoning you
through  poetry

This feeling...this feeling
so strange
It's like a veil over my
sight these days

This feeling that I wish to
Go,wish to grow,
wish to flow, wish to unfold
Into something, somewhere...
Into something that
I've known before

Vivid memories race by
In less than a moments time
I know, I know
I feel, I feel

A longing for what, to me,
is real

It's killing me
This want and need
To reach, to remember
to expand

This strange feeling,
if only I could grasp...