The interrogation of my Heart

From my heart
spill, spill, spill
Tear me open!

Wait...too violent
Gentle...
Whisper...

I just want to know
whats going on
Give me answers!

Wait...be patient

Urg..I keep getting
up to stand for my
determination
To get to the bottom
of these sensations
To prove that I
am willing to DIG!
But this...is something
different
My heart is not a
fragile essence and will
not suffer disrespecting
Forgive me, oh beating
loveliness for my
pressing questions

Forgiveness
already given
of course...

Now if I could just
approach this more
appropriately
Dear heart please
tell me, what has
thee calling me
through hours and days
through nights
and mornings
Is this another birthing
from within jostling
at my caged ribs
and keeping my mind
on tip toes
awaiting confirmations
from your source?

Indeed,
a new arrival to come
though in truth
it is only Us
New to you only
for now, as you
awaken to our true
sounds
You hear me calling
I call you ever
No message new
Just...
Remember.